That is it. It feels as though nothing makes sense. It is terrifying. That is a good word to use. I'm terrified but I have no idea what of. All i know is that I want it to stay far, far away. It fills me up (?overwhelming) with feelings i can't pinpoint. Sometimes i'm only left repeating the word 'pain' over and over. I don't have any other words for it. I don't really understand what you mean about trap of repeating and trauma's terrifying legacy.....i don't understand that, but i do pray for the pain to go, i'd do anything to stop the pain. It is strange how you can 'feel or 'know' something without understanding what it is. Like your quote in my original post.
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