I seem to lack the words. It is a problem because I get stuck...'frozen'...when I go...'there'....whereever that is! All i know is....without meaning to sound completely pathetic and/or dramatic....it feels too big. Like if I faced the pain i'd die. I've realised it isn't something i consciously can decide upon either, it is seperate from me almost. All I really know is that I hate it, deeply. Whatever 'it' is. I'm making no sense....sorry. Thanks for allowing me to use your words.
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