No, I don't regret starting as I think that I needed something to help me cope. Without it, I wonder if I would actually be here. I think I'd be more of a mess than I am now. I regret that my self-harming has just escalated into something more extreme and now I struggle to cope with it as well, and I regret the scars but I don't regret the action. It has kind of shaped my personality and made me who I am, even though I am well aware of the fact it should not be recommended and is actually detrimental and I have so many worries as to how it will impact my future.
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