There are times when I feel like I regret starting because of how badly I've scarred myself , but then there are times when I think that actually, although it's meant that I've ended up in a a bad state, it's shapped me to be the person I am today, and hopefully once I can recover and get things back on track I'll come out of it a better and stronger person. It's also been a big eye opener, SI was a subject I was very judgemental about until I started and I realised just how much it means to people and that it's wrong to judge them for how they cope.
So, in a nutshell, no I don't regret starting.
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