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Do you regret starting?
It's a very simple question, but the answer means so much.
I was asked the other day whether or not I regret ever starting hurting myself and although I couldn't tell the person this, I don't. There are certain places I regret starting on and cuts that I wish I had never done, but on the whole I don't regret starting. I've learnt, grown and met such amazing people because of my experiences and I honestly wouldn't change them.
I feel like a freak for not wanting to get rid of such bad experiences. Like I'm not normal for "likeing" what has happened to me.
I'm not saying that SI or anything that goes along with it is good nor am I trying to glamorize it. It's not good at all and most days I absolutely hate what I do to my body, it's just not something I regret.
So do you regret starting?
Please be careful on how you phrase your replies. It has to follow the rules still!!
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