Hey sweetheart *hugs*
Is there anyone that you can call that can just come and keep you company for the night? Have you thought about calling a suicide helpline? Something they can really help you in times such as this one.
I wish I knew more about your situation so I could help you. I know that you are feeling sad and alone.. but really youre not. We are here to help you in any way that we can.. because a lot of us have felt the way that you are feeling now.. and we have made it through and glad that we did.
How suicide effects those around you [link]
Feeling Suicidal? [link]
Read those two links. They may help put things into perspective for you a little bit.
If you need anything, my pm box is always open.
Keep yourself safe.
Take Care
x Kate