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bleeding_heart · 27-08-2007, 02:58 AM

There's so much 'stuff' going round and round in my head. I just want to stop thinking. It want all this to just stop. i can only see one way to do that. But i'm so scared. Of everything. I can't remeber a time i wasn't scared. I get scared everytime i cut cos i dunno if i can stop myself going to far. My PTSD is worse than ever and i don't want all this in my head. It feels like i'm going to explode. Right now all i want is to curl up, go to sleep and NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN!

27-08-2007, 02:58 AM	#1
bleeding_heart Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Glasgow I am currently:	I just dnt see the point anymore There's so much 'stuff' going round and round in my head. I just want to stop thinking. It want all this to just stop. i can only see one way to do that. But i'm so scared. Of everything. I can't remeber a time i wasn't scared. I get scared everytime i cut cos i dunno if i can stop myself going to far. My PTSD is worse than ever and i don't want all this in my head. It feels like i'm going to explode. Right now all i want is to curl up, go to sleep and NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN!