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hrumph
Hrumph.
So I'm 7 months SI free tomorrow, right? But right now I just want to cut myself to bits (which I haven't wanted to do for a good 4 months or so) and starve myself because I'm disgusting and obese as my family delight in telling me.
I thought I was over these thoughts - why the hell do they keep coming back to slap me round the face in a "haha, loser" kind of way? I thought I was bloody recovered. I thought I was actually happy and not depressed but nooooooo it comes back to go "hah you suck" and make me feel ***** again.
*slumps*
Em x
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