Well, for someone who was brought up to 'learn' that everything she did is wrong... and for someone who had to pretty much apologise for making a sound or taking up any space... and whose apologies weren't acccepted... apology has come rather distorted for me. I have to cleanse it through the resentment and bitterness I'm slowly filtering through. I swing at the moment between apologising too much, and not apologising at all. I'll find balance.
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