they diagnosed me with bipolar, but then i stoppd seeing the doctor because i cant afford it,,, im terrified of pills because ive had terrible reactions different pills and i dont want a different personalitys
and in the us if i take meds while im on my parents insurance once im on my own ill have to pay full price for meds, and i think it may be benificial to wait it out a bit.
the doctors around here are really broad with diagnosing
your either depressed
bipolar
skitzophrenic
or have anxiety problems
ive been told all of these by different doctors, and it makes no sence that everyone thinks different things
another reason i wont take meds, noone really knows whats wrong with me
and my dear mother wont let me use her insurence to go to a phych doctor, because she does not want me on meds "theres nothing wrong with me" im just over imaginative supposivly
i really have no support around me
and no money to get help
so im mainly working with what i have
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