[hidingme]

hey hannah~
yeah trying to communicate, tolerate and work with Hiding and Sarah. its harder for me ..more effort to stay calm and patient than it is for themm ..course Hiding doesnt count right now cause she hasnt been out much.

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today sarah asked me some question.. think about eating something - but anyhow i told her " in just a minute honey" she about tripped out and was all confused cause i was liek really nice to her but well she was good, quiet and didnt bug me to death for once today. HA!

think Sarah and Hiding are struggling alot with the chat I had with mom the other day..

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Sarah did tell me today that she thinks we have another little but she doesnt know her name or anything.. she said she is very scared and isolated..way in the back.. and doesnt talk and probably will never talk. we are thinknig maybe she is the one who went thru the S/A when we were 8.
I do nknow that while we havent remembered anything more of those memories than the bits and pieces weve always known.. those bits are always in our mind(s?) lately..

so know we are upset inside over all that.

SADIE