decided today is my last day of drinking, i dont care how much i shake/throw up/not be able to even speak. i'm done. i've lost so much because of it. i've told mum not to get me any more drink no matter how much i beg and if i get that bad she can have me arrested again and let the police deal with me, she's put up with enough. i have about 10 burns i dont remember doing, my mouth is sore from throwing up and i'm sick of feeling like **** at 3am everynight and not being able to even walk to to the bathroom.
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