[Katherinelynn]

So i am Bipolar
And lucky me, i got all the positive symptoms that most people dont even associate with bp
I hear voices, see things, taste things, smell things
The smelling part is kind of funny to me i lost most of my smell in a sinus surgery misphap, but anywho

i was kind of wondering if any one knows how to make this stop
without medication
i hate taking pills refuse to for that matter
did i mention i have a bit of paranoia as well?

on top of all these terrible delusion,, which arnt always bad but latly have been
i am terribly depressed
and noone ever notices
im not sure how to deal with this
i never learned any healthy coping mechagnisms
mine all go into the catagories of si and ed
so i also was wondering if anyone had any healthy suggestions

and if for any reason you have trouble understanding me, its part of the bp ive been told., makes me sound scatter brained'
i just joined here a few mins ago
so i apologize for it this is all wrong