Thank you , Katie.
Your reply means alot, because it always so well meant, thought out and, oh damn..im not saying what i mean am i?
So true to the very core, yes thats it.
which many of us, me def. included are...scared(?) to consider?
Conditioned not to?
You know what i mean, I know you do :)
Its not so much the bits iof depression/anxiety that worry me...its the total sefl destrution that comes over me
HOW could i do that??!!
So much of whatt i have done to me...i stand now, actually horrified by. And if that sound/comes across melo-dramatic, well, sorry, but you dont knwo what i did. Sadly, its justified.
Which shames me.
i feel im suddenly at an 'accepting'/'forgiving' phase (thru no prof. help) and...i dont know HOW!
Which reverts to destruct...
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