I've missed quite a bit, so I'm not going to do individual replies, but I have read it all and I am thinking of you all and hoping that today is a better day for everyone.
Yesterday was a really great day. I had a lot of fun with my brothers, and my parents are now back home, hurrah!
The bad thing was that I "binged" on shoplifting and I feel so, so ashamed.
I remembered a lot of things to do with my ex last night and SHed badly.
This morning I'm feeling really down and spaced out. I went to church this morning and I must have looked drugged I'm so dissociated. The gym isn't open today and I'm panicking about it, but at the same time I feel so drained and depressed I'm not sure I have the energy for exercise.
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