yhun, i know i've talke to you on msn, but i though i should reply to this aswel, its just taken me a while to tray and work out the right things to day.
from the things you have told me, it is obvious to anyone that you did NOT want it hun. you were 11 years old. as i have already told you, that is statutory rape. you were 11 years old. just a child. how could i child want somehting liek that done to them? they wouldnt hun. and i know you, i know you alot better than most, and i KNOW you didnt want this. if you did, you would remember it with happy memories and happy feelings. you wouldnt have flash backs like i know you do, you wouldnt have the constant nigthmares which make you to scared to sleep at night. you wouldnt have struggled to let n*** touch you, and you wouldnt be afraid to go out into town incase you see someone who looked like him.
you know you didnt make any of those feelings up hun, and so do i, and so does n***. surely, that day he came into the shop, you would have wanted to see him if you enjoyed it? but you didnt, you were panicing the night before when i was talking to you.
and about who is to blame? that is obvious. HIM. he was the adult hun, you were 11. just 11 years old. he was, and is, a peodophile. would you tell the victims of peodiphilia that is was there fault? of course you wouldnt. that shows that this wasnt your fault eith er hun. you were 11 years old. pre-pubessent, which ment you wouldnt have had any feelings like that yet. you trusted hiim and he betrayed that trust in the worst way. you know the lies he has told you, you know you cant trust him, so please, please dont let him make you belive this was your fault.
THIS WAS NOT YOUR FAULT
you KNOW you can trust me, and n***, and everyone else who has replied to this thread. so please belive us, this is not your fault, you could not have wanted it, you were 11.
i lvoe youso much hun
*hugs you tight*
your sis
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