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long road · 24-06-2010, 06:59 PM

i kind of have suicidal thoughts when im happy too.
Cos my suicidal thoughts tend to jump out at me. yes they come when its a bad day buit they also come from looking out a window or walking down the street when i feel ok.

its always a struggle but i find if you rationalise thoughts it helps.
Eg.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : *Possible Suicide trigger*

It doesnt make it easy but sometimes its enough to keep me from acting

keep safe x

24-06-2010, 06:59 PM	#3
long road Has less of a life than Pi.R^2 Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: The Ceiling I am currently:	i kind of have suicidal thoughts when im happy too. Cos my suicidal thoughts tend to jump out at me. yes they come when its a bad day buit they also come from looking out a window or walking down the street when i feel ok. its always a struggle but i find if you rationalise thoughts it helps. Eg. The following content has been hidden - Reason : Possible Suicide trigger i'm thinking of jumping out my window. i really want to do it. THen i rationmalise if i jumped out my window would i get the end, the release i want. probably not i'd probably end up stuck in hospital for a few days or weeks. It doesnt make it easy but sometimes its enough to keep me from acting keep safe x