Originally Posted by Jewel-Who will save your soul
Some are walking, some are talking, some are stalking their kill
You got social security, but that doesn't pay your bills
There are addictions to feed and there are mouths to pay
So you bargain with the Devil, say you're OK for today
Why the heck is that song ringing through my head at the moment? I don't know. I really don't. Maybe I just feel trapped in a world I can't control. I can't get away from the urges any more. There with me every waking moment. I'm starting to freak myself out with them. I can see myself doing them.
Maybe I should just embrace the reality and give in. *shrugs* We all have our destiny, and maybe this is mine. I don't really have a place in this society. I don't fit in anywhere. The places where I though I had fitted I can see that I don't. People who I thought had cared have shown me that they don't. Sometimes I guess you just have to know when to walk away. Or maybe when to run.
Maybe that time is now.