[Samzi]

I can't get opiates out of my mind. I have destroyed my life popping pills and sticking needles in my arm. I lost my friends my family my job the guy I love.

I am around two weeks clean because I am looking for a job and will probably need to pass a drug test for one. But I can't get past the emotional want. I used for a long time and cant wait to use again. If someone handed something to me right now I would do it no questions asked.

Is there anyone out there in the same boat? I could use a friend or support. Or advice. I don't know what can help.