Hey,
I remember what it's like being in your situation. I think the answer depends on yor relationship to your friends. My friends and I were the jokers and the pranksters. We were always doing something fun but stupid and laughing. I had a hard time thinking to tell them because I was afraid it would change the way they saw me. But, a friend figured it out, and she stood by me. It is really wonderful to have the support of at least one friend, so if you can think of one friend who you think would understand, I would say definitely ask for some support.
Although friends are wonderful and important in getting better, I still think you should make an appointment with the school counselor-maybe a trusted grind could even go with you. I think it'd be helpful to have someone else there. I think it'd be very helpful especially if you feel that you're depressed. I think if you could tell the counselor what's bothering you even if you're not comfortable telling him/her all the details. I think at the very least the counselor could refer you to someone who can help you. I know it's hard to talk about that stuff, but eventually you'll develop enough trust to share those things.
Like was already said, the counselor at school may want to inform your parents depending on your age and country. This is not to hurt you bt because of legal reasons. From the sounds of it, you're in the US? If so, technically if you are over 16 and not a high suicide risk, they should be able to keep confidentiality. But it does depend on the counselor and therules of the school.
PM me if you need anything?
Good luck! I think it's a positive step to reach out for help.
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