people. please help.
i just got my gcse results... and my mum says i have to call my dad.
just her saying that made me cry. I don't want to.
I have so much that i want to just yell at him. I'm scared that if i start I'll never stop. But on the other hand, I know i won't start. I'm always too scared to say that sort of stuff to him. I'm too scared to say anything like that to anyone - I never tell anyone when I have a problem with them. Everytime i talk to him on the phone - he just goes on about how it's not his fault - it's his generation ( he wasn't even a 60's child - he was 70's) and i just make non-commital grunts while inside I'm screaming at him and crying.
And what if he asks to meet me? I can't say no! That's one of the reasons I haven't conntacted him. If he asks to meet - no matter how much I want to - I just can't say no. I don't know what to do.
Help me. Please. I really don't know what to do.
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