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drinking to ease the pain
i dont have a drink problem...but i know if i keep going the way i am, that i will. im using alcohol as my way to escape, i guess the same way i used to use self harm...alcohol dosent hurt but it gives me that numb feeling. which iv got to say...i love. iv started drinking everyday and..i cant just drink i have to get drunk. =/
my friends have started to notice...
i went to a bar on my own the other day and got very drunk...hoping that something bad would happen..it didnt but i still wish it did.
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