It's always happened in every job I've had, although an awful lot less in the care job. Problem is I've no references from that, and a criminal record and they have got much stricter on that since that job.
It was my inability to hold down a job/cope with college that frist led me to realise I REALLY needed help, and the **** I went through in the mental health system after that made me really depressed and suicidal... 3 yrs of hell and homelessness and awful situations that I couldnt control, abusive relationship etc... then a year in therapy.
I cant go through that again, and thats the point - I was REALLY ill then and still was very lucky to get therapy, now they'd laugh in my face. Come to think of it, one did, last summer.
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