[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

Ok, I've never told anyone this before, but since I was about 12,, I've obsessively picked at my skin & hair, down there. I've got scars because of digging holes into my skin with my fingernails. I tried shaving, etc, but I end up just picking at my skin until its all bleeding & horrible... I was SAed from 11-14 by a girl, & then by many males from then onwards. I don't know why I do it, I just have to... & now I still can't stop, last night I spent hours & hours just picking at my skin & I'm covered in scars & its disgusting...