Hi, yeah i know this feeling well. Sometimes I can wake up and be relatively happy, the sun is shining and I think about happy things and feel lucky to be where I am in life and stuff. Then for no reason, later in the day I start to lose all happiness and get so unbelievably down and then I cut. I actually was wondering if I am truly going mad because I dont understand why I am like this. But I'm glad to know I'm not alone! This actually happened yesterday too, I woke up feeling ok. Spent a few hours revising for my uni exams, then me and my housemates spent the afternoon in the backgarden playing silly kids games like tig, and having pillow fights. It was so much fun and then somehow, it all just flickered off and I was really really down last night and I cut a lot more than usual. Makes me wonder if I will ever be ok...but meh, sorry I'm rambling. I hope you're ok and while I cant say if its normal, you're not alone in it though. Take care xXx
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