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Old 03-06-2010, 11:16 PM   #9
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Hmm.. thats quite an interesting question.
I started cutting because i was unhappy, but those underlying causes havent gone.
So whilst in way cutting does cause me a lot of unhappiness (hiding it, feeling ashamed, out of control, failing at stopping, being scared of myself etc.) and i would feel some relief if i didnt rely on it, i would still be unhappy because the other stuff is not resolved.
I think once all the underlying stuff was sorted, then it would be only the cutting causing me to be unhapy, so then it would be stop cutting to be happier, but for now its be happier to stop cutting.
that was something to think about, so thank you :]



♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...

There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed.
Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.


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