That's quite a consideration. The two are very closely linked.
For me, if I stop cutting for an amount of time it is because I am happier and therefore not thinking about it as such. I say happier, I mean busier or more distracted. As soon as I realise how long I've gone then I return to doing it again. But again, conversely, I look back and realise how much freer I felt without cutting and so not cutting caused happiness. I guess I get quite confused so this probably isn't much help but hey, I'll think about it.
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