[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

I'm really not feeling good.

I want to cry. But I can't. I wouldn't even know where to start crying... Theres too much to mourn for.
My lost childhood, My lost sister, My lost life. The waste this past 6 years on earth has been.

My hearts palpitating, but I'm forcing myself to exercise, even though my legs feel like the are about to collapse, I'm just cleaning everything & anything.