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Really not coping. *trig?*
Before i start, i didn't know what to label this as???
Okay, i thought i was kinda back on track a little bit, i was kindaa feeling better. But for like.. the past week at least i feel like i've been loosing control. I've been trying sooooo hard to get myself together because of exams and stuff but i've been falling apart on the inside and i just breakdown every night. My intense mood swings are back and i can't cope. One minute i'm sooo happy for no reason and then the next i want to kill myself. I've just been feeling sooo empty and alone and numb. My councellor told me to go to the doctors but i didn't go. I've been too scared. I just don't know what i'd say at all!!! Y'know.. when you first go in and they say "what is it you want to talk about?" I just don't know where to start!! But i really want to go because it's just too much now, i need help.
sorry if i've just made a pointless thread =/ I just want to hear from some people i guess xx
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