Well if I was in a relationship and at the moment I'm not, and my partner wanted to me to wake up and say goodbye at 5.30 in the morning, I'd tell them to royall fuk off, when I'm at work and well I'm off at the moment butmy earliest start is at 7am and I used to creep about the house so not to wake up my mum, dad or brother, even though my dads so loud and every time he sneexes I wake up, especially when he was in the spare room which was beside my bedroom, in my own flat well I aint had no early starts as I aint been at work really since February and since I been in this flat, think I signed off work before I moved here, even though I did go back phased return for a few weeks, didnt start sany earlier than 9. Sorry I am rambling about nothing.
I'm okay, I'ce been on a cleaning binge around the flat, washed all the floors, unpacked the microwave I bought the other day, put my washing out to dry, have a mass of ironing to do but think that could quite easily go to a shop and be done for me, coz I hate ironing.......my mum always took it to the shop, she hated it too, who knows how will my dad cope, I don't even know if he can iron a shirt, or my wee brother...
I am just sitting watching tennis at the moment, I have a bet on, 4 people to win, so far its 2/2 and need Andy Murray and Tsonga to win tonight, if they do then I'll be a grand up, I don't really care to be honest if I win or don't, its something I can do that I shouldn't but wont harm me physically, so I know people can tell me not to gamble but its done and is keeping me distratced from everything else.
I will be going up to my mum and dads for dinner anyway, always do on a Sunday you know, just going to have a take away tonight, no one is cooking anyway, last Sunday we all had a barbeque and it was nice even though I ate too much, tonight my mum won't be there and its going to be very weird :(
Omg just this time last week, we was all sitting outside, I had callum, kara and johnny all playing on the swing and I was running about trying to play football with a bunch of toddlers, my mum couldn't light the barbeque and sent me to the shops to get matches as her effort with burning paper was not working and the clicker doesnt work on the bbq, coz we dont have a gas one no more, I stuffed myself and had 3 burgers and jelly n ice cream mmmmm
I just feel so on my own though as my brother is married, my sister is married, my wee bro has a gf and who do I have, no-one...
sorry just set myself all there crying, I will be back after I've been up there, hope everyones ok
xxx
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