Yup. I also found that different meds made each one worse. When I was on citalopram the anxiety was way worse. But when I switched to paroxetine the depression got worse than the anxiety. I don't know which one I find worse. I guess I find the depression worse. Probably because I can generaly work out why I'm anxious. Depression for me is just a feeling that most of the time I can't understand.
People first noticed my anxiety. I often say "I'm scared that" or "I worry that" about irrational things and I'm always like "yea but" when people reason that I shouldn't worry about it. I'm better at hiding my depression than my anxiety.
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