lol!!
right, ive just text my therapist and told her that because of expenses that weve got coming up i can nolonger make the weekly sessions and that i would like them to be fortnightly for the forseeable future.
Im not sure what the truth is, whether it is that or whether it triggers me to go to therapy or whether i just want to avoid the sessions and admitting to things or whether its because i just dont want the homeowrk...which i still havent started
Im now questioning what I want...if therapy is working and if it is working is that what i want. Do i really want to get better or am i fighting shy of it? Do I enjoy the attention that i get from being ill...is it the attention that I craved as a child and never got? Gosh... hark whos being an honest little monkey....all honesty aside...i really dont know
But, whatever the reason its too late now because the text has been sent and no matter what the reason is, it saves 160miles of travelling a month and £160....that has to be worth it
Health should come first, but in my case i dont give two hoots about myself...i really dont....
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