i understand why they have done it, its to protect other people but i would never dream of harming other people and if they even spoke to me for 5 mins instead using a questionaire that was sent to my psychiatrist and then getting other doctors who have never even met me to decide they would know that!
it just makes me think "well i have to just hide how im feeling and lie all the time and if someone asks me if im thinking of hurting myself when i am i will have to say no so i can drive again!" i know it sounds stupid being so hung up on driving but ever since i passed my test i have been feeling so much better because ive been able to drive and get about more and see friends and do stuff like martial arts (which i now have to stop doing) and the princes trust which im thinking about chucking in because getting there will be a pain! its just ruining everything and im worried that if i stop talking to people about how im truely feeling i will burst and everything will come tumbleing out and i will get sectioned again or end up dead! all because the dvla are putting these restrictions on me! isnt it better i am more stable because im talking these through with people about how i feel then bottling it up and acting on it because i cant relase it?
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