Amy Hugs,
your reply is truly appreciated , please dont appologise for not replying, i have some idea of why youve been away, i will try and talk with you , its so hard right now i just struggle alot.
Thanks for huggles they help alot, i feel like a trouble maker they way they treated me, Im worried now cause i went back to next appointment
and nurse threw it in my face for requesting a psychologist. She discharged me there and then, im alone and no support, i was told if i want to see a psychologist, i cant see a nurse, so i said i need a psychologist. I cant see a psychologist for 4 months, sigh
, i hope i last, and if i do see one it will only be an assesment, not sessions, if i get sessions it will be 6 more months before i get appointments. What have i done, 10 months i cant wait that long
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What im scared of is getting a third nurse only to be screwed up again from what i was told there isnt a choose and book system for a psychologist.
Its a "you want a psychologist" ok well we are discharging you, you cant see us and be on a waiting list for psychologist
. oh and by the way there 96 people infront of you .
i need more support but i wont get it how can i
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I cant go through seing the bullies sidekick again, i dred seing the bully if i was so screwed up by seing the sidekick grrrrrrrr. Thats why i have to escape, whenever i see them, i would fall apart
i cant let them see me in pieces it would mess me up . Im trying to stay strong its crippling me. crippling me arhhhhhhh.
Amy your words are comforting
thanks
Dave