It's ok to feel the way you do. You are capable of so much, you're right, but that doesn't mean you have to push yourself too hard, you don't have to do it all straight away. It might be that you just need to take that time to work through what you're feeling at the moment, to process all these new states. It does sound like you're feeling a lot better and more 'free, but at the same time that can be quite a scary feeling, the world almost seems a lot 'bigger' and less protective (I don't know if you feel that way?), and sometimes it's a bit confusing knowing which direction to go.
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