I started self harming when I was 14, although when I was 10 I tried to cut my wrists and kill myself, although it failed miserably because I didn't know what I was doing. Over the years I have let people hurt me, emotionally and physically, because I never could say no. I don't know what it was, I just didn't know how... And I'm not sure if I do now.
I never realised it was self harming, I never realised the severity of what I was doing until about November last year... When I really started self harming frequently and quite bad as well.
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