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l.e.g.o · 14-05-2010, 01:43 PM

i just cant do this anymore
the pills are worse than rubbish and they dont listen to what i say about them or they pretend to and then say they will do something and never do
and then they make me go for blood tests and things cos maybe they think there is something else making me depressed cos whatever anyone says i havent been trhough that much to warrant actually having depression and therefore it has to be a symptom of something else cos i cant be fixed and im so pathetic and useless and making everyone hate me as i cant get better and maybe if i cant get better its because im not ill and noone will accept that
im not strong
im weak
im pathetic
im sorry
so so sorry

14-05-2010, 01:43 PM	#14
l.e.g.o Lego Enthusiast Join Date: Jun 2007 I am currently:	i just cant do this anymore the pills are worse than rubbish and they dont listen to what i say about them or they pretend to and then say they will do something and never do and then they make me go for blood tests and things cos maybe they think there is something else making me depressed cos whatever anyone says i havent been trhough that much to warrant actually having depression and therefore it has to be a symptom of something else cos i cant be fixed and im so pathetic and useless and making everyone hate me as i cant get better and maybe if i cant get better its because im not ill and noone will accept that im not strong im weak im pathetic im sorry so so sorry
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