You may think that the way ull die is by your own hand but i have faith that b4 that day comes you will have found something in your life that changes your view on that. I know right now ur gonna tell me that wont happen and you will one day kill urself but u know what, we're young (despite what i was whining about the other day being old) u have plenty of time ahead of u to find something in ur life thats going to change you for the better and make things ok and give you positive things and hope. You may not think that will happen but i have a whole ton of faith in you that it will.
And ur not a bad friend, ur an incredibly good friend. I wish i could make things better for you and i hope you know by now that ill do anything i can to make that happen. I dont deserve a friend like you or Jess, and you dont deserve to feel like u do. So we're all a bunch of none deservers!
Ill talk to you if ur on b4 u go babysitting. *shoves* - my version of a hug :P
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