Hi Ashton, I'm Fran aka Alanis (its what Joe use to call me). Thankyou for replying to thread. I totally understand what you suggested, my psychologist is trying to make me see the same thing. Maybe I have have to grow up, and realise that I have created something I can't have, a sort of self sabotage thing. Anyhoo, I will deal with the suicidal feelings next week in my CPA meeting, and psychologist appointment. I just have to be honest with them so they can help me. And be strong till then xx
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