Hey don't think of yourself as stupid. We all have issues like this. I've done a similar thing n my mate was so annoyed at me he dragged me out the building n threw me on the floor lol. But that was just his initial reaction. He got over it.
A letter sounds good although should be your decision. Sounds like she's just hurt about the lies n that's wat I found with my friends too. Maybe u can explain why you lied n that you didn't want to it was just so you didn't hurt her. I'm sure shell understand that. This will get better though. That's the great thing about things always changing, that the harder times pass and it feels so good to take control of a situation.
To me a letter sounds good though. Explaining why you lied without putting blame on her n showing her u understand her reaction. It's her way of dealing like yours is sh. She obviously cares for you to get upset so being honest with her sounds like a good thing to me. Once she's got her head round things shell be ok n hay if not she's not worth it. But sure she will.
Hope that helps. End of the day ure choice wat u do.
Hope ure ok. Let us know wat happens
hugs x
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