how do i say this.....?
well i, two weeks ago i made a commitment to not harm anymore, in this i did not succeed...as was pointed out to me. instead of cutting i did other less damaging stuff.
i still have my tools- and keeping them there is a comfort but i guess one day ill have to move them/ throw them away.
currently i have this problem.... i like coloring in pictures with coloring pencils and well they need a sharper... thing is pencil sharpers can become a tool. so i cant get one anymore.
and i wanna grow my fingernails... cos ive always bitten them, but last time i grew them they too became a tool. but i really wanna grow them cos without them my fingers look ugly.
and i gotta stop, cos scars on hands are not pretty.