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what_the? · 03-05-2010, 01:31 PM

Ferretmonster I understand where you're coming from. And that first paragraph is exactly how I feel. I never saw myself as BPD, I never thought "oh, that could be what I have", but then they hit you with the diagnosis, and I don't mean this offensively to anyone, but I feel like they're just saying "you have a **** personality, you will eventually just self destruct and get over it". I don't know. It just seems so deep, so ingrained.

I don't know. I don't know how I see it, apart from as something that I can't get over and that is now the be all and end all of everything I do.
Sorry, melodramatic, I just don't know how to deal.

03-05-2010, 01:31 PM	#8
what_the? continual crisis Join Date: Oct 2007 I am currently:	Ferretmonster I understand where you're coming from. And that first paragraph is exactly how I feel. I never saw myself as BPD, I never thought "oh, that could be what I have", but then they hit you with the diagnosis, and I don't mean this offensively to anyone, but I feel like they're just saying "you have a **** personality, you will eventually just self destruct and get over it". I don't know. It just seems so deep, so ingrained. I don't know. I don't know how I see it, apart from as something that I can't get over and that is now the be all and end all of everything I do. Sorry, melodramatic, I just don't know how to deal.
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