Hey Lizzie =)
I think that the therapists should leave all the decisions up to you. Just the chance that you MIGHT be willing to change is enough for them to give you the chance as well. And you should give yourself and them the chance to help you through all of this. I am almost positive that they will not kick you out, but they will probably make the point that they wont be able to help you to their abilities unless you are also willing to take chances and make changes yourself. But the fact that you show up to your appointments and things will still show them (or sould) that thre is something in you that is willing to make a lifestyle change.
I think you just have to keep thinking about the future you know? Do you really want to live your life going down this same road that you have been on? Or do you want to take the risks and chance ending up happier then you have ever been before? Therapists are there to help you make the decisions, but only you can be the one to make them.
Personally, I think that you are quite the amazing girl that deserves so much more then what you are going through. You have been doing so well in fighting everything and I am so very proud of you for getting to the point that you are at now. I wish you could see that you deserve so much better yourself.
In whatever you decide to do, you know that we are always here for you and have your back through anything and everything.
Take care of yourself <3
x Kate
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