thanks, you guys are really great. thanks taz for all that, its really great. i might print it out to read again for when i go to a doctor.
thanks maybememories, i understand what you mean, i was a bit "what?" when my friend said he found a thing and i was it. ive read up on BDD and it just fits so well with my self esteem problems. i mean, i can feel great, really high self esteem one day, but i still feel like im ugly, its just that i accept my face and i deal with the fact im not pretty. i have a wonderful boyfriend, hes really trying to get me to see myself differently. =]
i am gonna go to a doctor. youve really reassured me, all of you =] im still a bit scared of what the outcome will be, but thats in the "crazy ol' lyddy" going from being the vague, jokey crazy, to actually having a mental illness. haha. srs bizniz. XD ill let you know when i get round to going to a doctor, and ill let you know what happens XD
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