umm ok i just wanted to tell someone buts its quite (ok alot) triggering so ive been putting it off and also i hope im not breaking any rules so please please please dont read it your going to be triggered, id hate to think i did that to someone, in fact i honestly dont care if anyone even reads it or replies because i just wanted to say it
I dont want sympathy or advice, seriously, i know what i should do, i just wanted to say iot to someone