Im scared of hurting myself again. I can't cope with the loss of my mum, icant cope with fake friends and people letting me down constantly. I cant talk to my dad, he hides it alot and i cant deal with the fact that he doesnt talk to me. He works during the day but when he comes home he drinks alot and i dont know what to do. Im scared that i dont trust myself to be alone with my thoughts. Its hard because some times Im up sometimes Im down, some times i feel like iwant to smash someones face in and sometimes I want to sit down and cry and sometimes I just want to hide. I cant deal with it it hurts :( x
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