Oh I know exactly how you feel.
I feel like I'm lying too, but I remember how uncomfortable I felt and how much I didn't want to do it... And some of the disturbing things she used to say to me.
I think it's because part of us still doesn't want to believe it happened, because it's such a harrowing experience, and it's something incredibly tough to cope with... Well that's how I feel it's affected me.
That's okay :) any time
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