Thankyou.
Don't get me wrong. The "Girl, Interrupted" life isn't one that i'm at all attracted to, it was merely an observation of what what i was describing of my life / feelings reminded me of.
Well i'm getting CAMHS sorted out at the moment so that should help. People who will let me tell them how i feel in words. i don't think this is entirely attention seeking though. Maybe that's a part of it but definitely not entirely and not even always consciously.
i know i need help for this. i need to get rid of this potentially lethal desire to escape.
Thankyou again.
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