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Originally Posted by dark faery princess

Glad you didn't OD :) Hope you can keep your promise to your gf as well *hugs* stay strong hun

*hugs* to all of you.

x

I will, promises always help me with urges, sorta to do with my other difficulties, guess that's a plus about them though.

I wish I did OD though.
I don't want to be inside my head anymore.
I need to be gone from it.
& I need to be gone from this reality.
There's too much BS spinning around in my head & in reality & it keeps flooding over.


& then we have the lovely depressive episode I'm in & I feel so depressed & numb & muddled & like things are going in slow motion & I just want to sleep for a very long time.

& then I feel like I've no heart & I fear a lot of crap revolving around that & get anxious & it's just, eurgh, out of control.

*clings*
Thank you too for caring.