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*Jackie* · 29-04-2010, 01:42 PM

I have an addicive behaviour.

I thought i was over it but when i think about it I am always addicted to something.

First it was pot, then alcohol, SI/SH has always been mixed in.

At 35 I thought i had grown out of it but as i type i realise i've had too much to drink.

I tell myself off like i would tell my 16yr old son (stepson) off. I expect things from him that I can't even get under control myself. Thankfully he is good kid (as far as i know) we are close and i encourage honesty.

I feel like a failure.

29-04-2010, 01:42 PM	#1
Jackie Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Sydney, Australia I am currently:	Addictive behaviour I have an addicive behaviour. I thought i was over it but when i think about it I am always addicted to something. First it was pot, then alcohol, SI/SH has always been mixed in. At 35 I thought i had grown out of it but as i type i realise i've had too much to drink. I tell myself off like i would tell my 16yr old son (stepson) off. I expect things from him that I can't even get under control myself. Thankfully he is good kid (as far as i know) we are close and i encourage honesty. I feel like a failure.